April 5, 2012

Just Musing

Well, we have done a LOT of crying over the last few weeks, and a LOT of talking.

We are so sad to loose the boys, but are hoping they have a family that loves them.  We are trying to look at the positives, and the big one is being able to grow up in their own country.  
This is really closing the chapter on this part of the journey, and opening up a totally different one.  We will always think and pray for those two, they are part of our journey.  

You can't replace children, even with a miscarriage, when a person tries again, it is never to replace the one that was lost, but we have got to a point that we are looking forward to starting again, and hoping we don't have to wait for a long time.  

So this is the start of a new journey for us.
We are trying to have lots of fun time as a family at the moment, now that we don't have a looming court date coming up.   Although we have the cost of another trip to Russia, it has eased the financial load.  It is crazy how things work, after we lost the boys we had the money we needed come in.  Go figure!

Hopefully we have some good news to share soon xx

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